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today i’m a little frustrated because i had not enough of sleep. so, i felt sleepy in class and i change a lot. when i had not enough of sleep, my rasional nerve cells will break up and i cannot think clearly. this means whatever you are talking, i won’t listening. when my rasional nerve cells has no function, the first thing everyone shouldn’t do is mess with me, or else. because today i changed into totally aggresive and a not mr. good guy for a day. guess what, i did the things i might never do in my whole life. i will list allll the bad things i did today: st: hei!!!!!!(and hit me) i always bear when she hit me, punch me or scolded me, for years i didn’t yelled at her. i only scolded her like her style for 5 second and she cried!!! so happy to shout her back!!! serve her right to yelled and punch me at the public for years…i also have dignity!!! many things happened today…and all involved friendship. i never ask if friendship is real or it just fake, but today, i started to question it…now, i know why Rinko Jerrard cried when Ueki Kousuke said he is her friend…this is not mean Rinko is a crybaby, but she’s just touched. friendship is so sacred. but sometimes, it seems so real, but actually it is fake…now i know that it’s very very extremely depress when betrayed by a good friend…all the faith and trust built in a few years, just ruin…i hope there’s real friends like Ueki Kousuke who always care about his friend…not like Marilynn who uses her friends…Chin Boon, Kok Meng and Ee Jo are my best friends…they won’t betray me… but why friendship is sometimes fake? why it sometimes real? too complicated damn shit! today our BEST enemy insulted my friends and me!!!!!i will list allllll what the moron said to us: 1. i think 7 A’s is still not enough (i just got 6 A’s but i’m already happy!! my two friends at the scene have 5 and 3 A’s. that jerk!!!不知足！) 2. my math is sucks, hei Kok Meng, how can u score A in math? maybe i didn’t use my BRAIN well… (Chin Boon and i score a B in math, that means we didn’t use our BRAIN when math. that means we are禽兽, don’t know how to think…you already cross the line) 3. o, my math WAS 70%, but teacher added my marks because there was an error when calculate the marks. that makes my math now is 76%, an A!!! (F$%#!! now his marks is 76%. i wanna kill him!!! if he score an A, why he asked Kok Meng how to score an A in math at the first place??? obviously, he tried to insult us. i didn’t care if he’s said all the beautiful phrases accidentally or not, i just wanna kill him because all the words sounds like he did it malicious. he insulted my friends and me!! unforgivable mistake!!!) 4. o, how to score an A in ENGLISH??? (i wanna kill him because he attend many classes each subject. he attend miss khoo’s class, a famous class in alor star!!! why he asking me as Shaun’s marks is higher 10 marks than me???) 我的原则：never insult my friends and me!!! if u insult them, that means u insult me too. 知足-to sze shan 怎么去拥有一道彩虹 怎么去拥抱一夏天的风 天上的星星小地上的人 总是不能懂不能知道知足 如果我爱上你的笑容 要怎么收藏要怎么拥有 如果你快乐不是为我 会不会放手其实才是拥有 当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空 为你而祈祷而祝福而感动 终于你身影消失在人海尽头 才发现笑着苦最痛 那天你和我在那个山丘 那样的唱着那一年的歌 那样的回忆那么足够 足够我天天都品尝着寂寞 才发现笑着苦最痛 喔…… 如果你快乐不是为我 知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛 知足吧！！林子善！！！
今天简直热得能把仙人掌给弄死掉！！！下午三四五点还像中午那么热，中午好像永远不能结束的。在日得拉的气候越来越“变态”，爽爽来个雨季，爽爽来个旱季。今天早上上课时真得很热，热到我的好朋友——进文流鼻血！！看来这次我看得出他不是看到温仪才会流鼻血，原来是天气太热热热热了！！连冰棒也会融化！！在上科学室时，我们玩那个叫Van De Graaff dome的东东，还会发电的咯！只要我们一动他，我们能感受到电通过我们的身体—刺刺的，会有一点点痛……still hot hot hot!!! 只要我们做一件东西就可以变得很冷了，是……………… 讲冷笑话！！！好“冷”…… 没有想到我竟然会拿6个A!!!哈哈哈哈！！！尤其是我的马来文考卷bahagian d,老师还在那边画个星星！！暗爽！ 今天真得很热！！ 好像夏日初体验！！ 手里抱着沙滩球 奔向家的下个路口 等公车的我 已雀跃好久 夏日炎热的午后 手里冰棒还没开动… it’s still so hot hot hot!!! friday 13, really is a cursed day, because that day is the most unluckiest day i ever had. form 3 Pintar students need to pass up their folios on sunday. 我早就把它们给做好了，没想到竟然在那天我的电脑自动upgrade, 把所有存在my document的全部东西都给删除掉了……连我的folio也不放过，‘格杀勿论’！！then, i said bad words(first time!!!)真倒霉……咳……我就在今天叫我认识的几位死党当帮我完成这个不可能的任务–一天内做完3个folio。为了我的PMR,我只好没去补习，在家做功课…the worst day ever…even my window live messenger changed into window messenger…bad omen……but i managed to finish all my stupid assignment. i wanna thanks my best friend Ong Chin Boon, my friends Joo Jia and Siew Hoey. i’m glad that they help me to overcome this crazy and busy day…… friday 13….really is a bad day…. 暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进 何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 只能陪你到这里 毕竟有些事不可以 超过了友情 还不到爱情 远方就要下雨的风景 到底该不该哭泣 想太多 是我还是你 我很不服气 开始怀疑 眼前的人 是不是同一个真实的你 暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进 何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义 无奈我和你 写不出结局 放遗憾的美丽 停在这里 wo…hu…wo… 为什么暗恋别人这么辛苦？ 只能做的是多在某某角落保护她 暗恋真的非常辛苦 要做什么也不能 只好把感情收在心里 但是我不想把它永远收在心里 所以有一天……那天是情人节…… 我跟她表白…… 装浪漫…… 可是也失败…… 她的生日……我也装罗曼蒂克…… 表白第二次…… 也失败…… haiz…. GAMBATE!!! 旋律 在我脑海中 不知不觉 地在转动 我的心 随着 感觉走 节拍 也跟着走 回想 我的小时候 钢琴声 会让我 感动 好像靠近 也很想懂 却没 机会碰 只能躲在角落 听别人的 弹奏 安慰自己说 我会不同 有我的天空 我的梦 我的未来不是梦 我没有别人富有 但我能坚持到最后 为我的天空 我的梦 创出自己 的天空 我一定 到最后 每个脚步 不会放松 不会轻易放松 噢 噢 我会一步一步走 不会轻易 的放松 i hope that i can be a novelist , but my mum want me to be a doctor, or other jobs which can get more money… if i be a novelist, i need to choose ART STREAM, but they say that people who choose art stream will suffer more that people who choose science stream… next year i will be form 4, so i need to choose one, a rocky path or a smooth and comfortable path. why the elders always insult people who take art stream? is it a disgrace if someone takes art stream??? i need to be my mum’s obedient boy or follow what i really want?? a dilemma, i need to choose one… but it is too hard… i have我的天空 我的梦…but the situation does not allow it… haiz…i don’t know what should i do…help me… 今天还蛮倒霉的!一大清早就下毛毛雨，好冷喔!我一起来就洗澡,害我差一点感冒!平时,我都骑着我的自行车上学,可是今天不能……所以,我今天破了我的纪录–15年来第一次走路上学!今天是星期三,对3 pintar的学生来说相当重要,因为今天是体育节!短短一小时多的时间,我们就可以在篮球场上可以把朋友之间的感情变得越好;短短一小时多的时间,我们就可以在篮球场上向我们的敌人报仇,假假撞他一两下,然后说声对不起就可以了!可是今天,好像是不能体育了.我就带着雨伞和蛮失望的心情走到学校,不到10分钟我就到学校了.我现在不担心学校里的野狗会不会追我,只担心的是今天的成绩会如何.年中考试的成绩还蛮差的…全部都退步.i’m so admire ee jo and yap zheng from 3 cemerlang, because they pass the exam with flying colours!!!! almost all A’s! looks like i’m just pintar, not cemerlang enough, but i’m soooolucky today–i got 4 A’s and 2 B’s. i’m quite sastified and finally i got the highest marks in class for geography. lee bao zhu finally got an A for english, this might be her first time she got an A for english!!爆冷!! she jumped and was on cloud 9 when she knew that she got an A! my english essay is quite bad, espacially speech–3 teachers scolded me before because i always get excited when i writing, good for my blog but bad for my PMR! it was still raining, only a drizzle. i’m don’t know i need to stay with my writing style, the talent i have or i need to change it for my PMR. it’s so bad–if i keep the talent, maybe i can join the story writing competition, but if i change my style, i may do better in PMR. finally the rain stoped, and i just walk home. but i went up 3 floors to my class again because i forgot to take my umbrella! what a day. i’m totally exhausted……ZzZzZz bye bye… i wanna take a power nap… i always remember that thing when i saw a rose, espacially the one in my house. my mum plant a rose plant in front of my house, a living, beautiful and full with pleasant scent rose plant. each time before i go to school, i will go near the rose plant and see it. it just a quarter to seven, so it is norm if i felt sleepy. but, its nice aroma always make me felt energetic and refreshing, it’s is a good way to start a day. but it still haunt me. the day when i did it, finally i gave my friend a rose, and a letter contained a puzzle. for me, she is not an ordinary friend, but i like she at first sight…i mentioned she before but do you know the whole story? it was a bad day to give her a rose–a rainy and windy day. the petals of the rose fell because the wind blew it away. plan failed, but i still had plan b. i gave her the letter. i also put the copy of the letter in the story i sent for the competition. many people want to know the answer, but no one knows it. the letter is 追怀2月14 1/2 (i put it in blog couple days ago.). the real answer 依琳我喜欢你. now, the rose plant turns bald. its nice scent, the beautiful flowers, all of them vanish. this is because the caterpillars attack it. so, my mum need to ‘KILL’ it. the rose bald but the memory is still fresh. i don’t really like to be rejected…so, i hope she can accept me… |
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